inine attire. I envisioned and created many a fantasy in which I was put in the place of these young ladies and was able to or made to wear their clothing. Since there are no incidents of domination by women over me, it is difficult to understand why this type of fantasy should be, but my recollection goes back to early grade school days.

In spite of these longings, I participated actively in grade school sports and in numerous other activities. I did not engage in sports in high school, except on an informal basis. However, my time was well taken up by class and student body activities. I was successful in leadership efforts along these lines. these things, not to boast but rather to reflect what is not at all uncommon, seemingly, among TV's. There is considerable ath-

letic ability as well as leadership capability.

The tempo of my TV feelings increased in my high school years. The attire of the high school girls seemed more exciting than before. I still remember the view of a white satin slip during the first few weeks of my first year. The young girl's blouse had simply risen an inch or two above her skirt, allowing the slip to blouse over the skirt a bit. It wasn't like that long and I didn't observe long for fear that my "over-sized" eyes would be noticed. It was a simple thing and yet the beauty of this slip and the envy I felt toward the girl who wore it were simply overpowering.

I recall that a day or two later, with thoughts of that slip in mind, I searched the drawers of the bureau of one of my sisters. I found a slip of similar texture and removed it. Slip- ping it on, the feeling cannot here be adequately described, but all TV's have felt it. This was another turning point in my life- time.

From time to time in my high school days and into college, I would for moments borrow various articles of my sister's att- ire and slip them on. However, the strain of this was difficult because I always feared that I would not return them precisely as I had found them and that thus my "great secret" would be dis- covered.

I should mention that my relationship with girls has always been satisfactory. While I did not date as much as some boys, I

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